Bitter:Sweet - The Mating Game

The Past has passed...

I'm thinking about old friends. People I've cared about over the last few years...
I've never been good at keeping friends, but oddly I seem to attract the best kind of people, you know, the ones who actually care about you and what you're going through.
I distanced myself for a while, when my life got messy. I hated never having anything good to talk about. I hated being the downer. So I avoided a lot of good people.
Then there are the people I hurt. The friends that I made in good faith and friendships that could have lasted a lifetime. I don't talk to them anymore. It's sad.
I tried to cast a line, reached out to try to make things right and was rebuffed. Deservedly, I suppose, but in all fairness, I wasn't the only one to blame... bah!! What's the point in even bringing it up?

Dunno.

I still think about it, I guess.

It's late. I'm tired. Guess the 'happy pills' aren't doing their job tonight.

Crack Cocaine... It's a helluva drug!!

I'm medicated. Ha ha!! I never thought I would do it, but frankly, I needed the help. I was very concerned about taking a med that would alter my personality, but this one seems to um, how to explain properly... enhance it. Yes, that sounds about right. Stuff still stresses me out, and I still get angry, I just don't seem to be wound as tightly as I had been. The reason I'm so happy is that I feel a lot more like my old self now. It's good, ya know? Getting back to the good ole me.

Yup, so that is the latest installment of "Me, Occasionally", hope you enjoyed it.

Oh, and for those of you wondering, I'm not on crack.... I was prescribed Lexapro by my doctor.

Hello Again

Ah, well my friends, it's been a while. I don't have much time for it anymore, but I do so enjoy it.
I've looked at many a blogsite to find a new home, now that I've officially left Mindsay. (If you don't know mindsay, you should check it out. Great community.) But I digress. This blog is about me. My life. I will attempt to avoid political and religious affiliations. Other than that, well, all I can say is 'It's all gravy'.

Next thing I need to do is learn how to customize this blog. I don't want anything fancy, just something nice to look at, you know, all looks, no substance.
Yeah, right. I wish.